Thank to Geo..

Special thanks to georythm for this beautiful song...
Don't phunk with my heart.
It came at the right time for me ..
beautiful beats...

i dedicated to all you music lovers and dancers... YEEY people shake your body..dance dance ..

beautiful .

Etha kan 9a7bek 3asal ma tel7asohoosh kolo.

Here i am again changing my blog into my little diary note book.. simply i dont have the power to hold any pen and write its easier to punch few bottons on the key boared.
How Sad i am at this late time , i have experienced the worst feeling ever with a very special person that i always thought one day when im weak ,will be my power and the shoulder i can lean on.
Tonight the world changed and the world changed its path,instead of having the strong shoulder i had the shoulder happy on what the partner did to me. And istead of me taking action and support my self,i found my self on mute amazed by the reaction.

May god bless them all.. but its really strange how people can act calm and sweet and change in less than 24hours and come out with their harshnes and mean.. OR maybe im just too sweet .

Things are changed .
Thank you my special for being not special.

Awch this is scary me

You scored as Count Dracula. You are the charming, ravenous vampire from Bram Stoker's classic novel. A frightful spectre from the shadows of history, you harvest the blood of the living to perpetuate your existence. Though you are hospitable and charming, it is only an insidious ruse to cover your carnivorous intentions. Count Dracula 88% Frankenstein's Monster 58% The Headless Horseman 46% Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde 38% Dorian Gray 33% The Invisible Man 21% created with QuizFarm.com

Back to Life Back to Reality

Some times in ones life things turn all the way around like a spinning dime trying to find a way to settle down and relax, But instead of finding your self relaxed on a solid ground you feel your self falling into the softest and very warm arms that you never thought of. One of the sudden, out of no were you are in most greatest place on earth , happy spreading hope all over the round egg we are living on, lava flows from its core and it feels like cool night breeze on your skin, you are in love and for the first time you can say you are in love.
You've felt in the best arms you would ever imagine. This love bloomed your flowers and blushed your cheeks, Made you glow a like a shining diamond and filled your heart with joy..
Having these great arms made the kid in you to be prouder and stronger ready to face any flame fires in his way, but when the arms power comes to an end they drop you back on your ground wishing not to tender you more and spoil you, and instead of going back standing strong and head high on your feet , you break one and scratch a knee, if you ever had a knee scratch will know how it burns and hurts and it scars for ever after. But at the end you are happy for sure to be back on your own ground the ground that you've been taking care of, preparing it for every time the world spins you around, and going back to build it and make it a greater place that would make you forget about those great arms you fell into.

Its great to be back home, no matter how different it is after all the warmth those tender arms offered.

Wierd food

Egg Salad with tabasco ,pickles and chili peper!

HUH 

Love me tenderly love me soft


Being in the position that I am in allowed me to experience all the love lines in every love story that passed my eyes…
Romantic parties come gather around me ..to express their tenderness to each other
Being in the place I am on my little chair and with my notes made me gather those faces together , my notes made them hug and kiss
With my fingers I expressed the love that has been hidden in my heart for ages.
Being the pianist that I am today made me go in this world round and round and think of love more and more ,,, every thing in this life seemed like blooming flower and every bad word came to my ears like a kiss from heaven.
Bad things in this life turned to be for the better and I became the optimistic person I am today..

Each night I sit behind my white and black board to show my inner romance to the people enjoying those dark nights and relaxing from their hectic days..
Some are gathering talking while others together like love birds. And always on that corner table there was those two old couples every single night, he comes in with his book and mug of coffee and she comes after him with her knitting kit, they sit in that darker corner enjoying their aging love. Every single night all week long they are here his hands on her lap and her foot crossed with his…

One that night which was glowing more than any night before with the lighting out side the windows and the rain dropping its love on the ceiling of the café, Love was to its extreme in the room and the café was filled with wet cold couples and every body was dancing on the note I was playing, those two couples they were hugging and dancing together like new weds filled with love, as if they just crushed in love together .. They way he was looking into her wrinkled eyes gave me fever..
Heat covered my skin
I felt you baby around me while I was playing my songs I felt you hugging me and inserting your power into my chest ..
Holding my hands with every and each note I felt you skin on mine
You were right there behind me
Hugging me with my notes
Kissing my neck
Playing with my hair
I felt your warm breath on my skin
I felt your power heat being inserted in my lonely heart
You were there in me filling me with your love
With your romance
With you smile the made my world go upside down
You are the reason …
Baby let the world stop turning
Let them tell me love not worth going through
I will know deep in my heart that the only dream that mattered had come true
In this life I was loved by you.

You are the reason of those notes
When I noticed my notes are going from song to song. ..and every one in that place was in front of me dancing
Because of you Dear
In this life I was loved by YOU.

Recomended Songs:
In this life (Ronan Keating)
Love Me tenderly Love me Soft (Norah Jones)

Chew more often ..its better for your metabolism and you teeth ..

Dont stop that!

Drink Drink Drink with Style cool your summer days although i dont recomend such a thing but the picture etshaaweg 7adha ; by Amelia Lancaster.

Piece of Art

Heave on Earth

Michael Bublé
The new age legend..
He is Heaven on earth..

He is "Buble (pronounced 'boo-blay') may sound like a French name, but he's actually of Italian descent and grew up in Vancouver. His dad was a fisherman, his grandfather a plumber who shared his love of all things Sinatra and helped wire his grandson into the Great American Songbook."--Steve Morse in the Boston Globe of May 15, 2003. http://www.johnrpierce.com/buble.html

Usually less than an hour is saturations for me to have a conversation with people I know.. But with this lovely voice of Michael Bublé I can talk to him days and days and days..

His voice is clear, soft, it makes you feel home.. he has the power of frank Sinatra love. Luis Arminstrong love, Ray Charles attraction, Diana Krall deepness, Norah Johns aaaah…

He is one of s kind
He is a swing diva and considered as a kid in this world swingers :)
Romantic voice, sexy look, beautiful eyes and aaaaaah voice..

This is one of my favirote songs :

Put your head on my shoulder..
Hold me in your arm baby..
Sqeez me so tight show me..
That you love me too..
Put your lips next to mine dear..
Wont you kiss me once baby..
Just a kiss goodnight maybe..
You are i will fall in love..
Some people say that love is a game ..
A game you can't just win..
If there is a way i'll find it some days..
And then this fool will rush in..
Put your head on my shoulder..
Whisper in my ear baby..
Words i want to hear tell me..
Tell me if that you love me too.

With all my love to you al dear bloggers..Enjoy! and let me know what do you think?

See People you are not the only ones who cares about this counrty's news... ;)

Dont you like those kind of women?

Special Dedication to Mr. burner blaster the greatest blogger who made this whole world go round and round with his crazy thoughts funny comments and the best cooker Mr.num num number 1 :) Purgatory , he is kind of a person that makes you think million times about every thing a person that is so cute you can't punch him :) but oh boy ...thank you for being the sweetest hell :) LoL

this is a dedication .... gurlz would you do such a thing? and gentelmen would you like it?

This is dedicated to Mr.Make every one happy (antireason) he always tryed his best to make every one happy and blessed,, now its your turn Anti to get something back :) ....this is a picture takn by Kate Martin named Botooms up. hope you like it and enjoy the great figure anf tight abs and the flex legs :)

i still can't believe you guys how couldnt feel this painting its so amazingly beautiful how even the details of her hand and his hand, how she is standing crossing her legs she is shy and he has all this pressure in his hand on her but she is not in pain she grabs his hand with her softness and expresing the painfull feeling with her other hand as if she is holding the pain away from her with the hand on her hip. and how the panty is turned and shiny how the muscle is contracted how her hands holding his hand with all this love ,,,oh beautifly done..this is for sure is going to be in my future house its soooo beautiful

The heck with Atkins and his fellow friends

I've always recommended Dr.Atkin's diet to people around me and I've always wondered how this diet is very effective, until I had the chance to meet with a great professor of mine who really pushed me into doing this theoretical research that depends on simple explanations and much reading. Thank you Dr.

After reading Dr.Atkins diet book and Dr.hussain dashti's book and understanding the theory of weight watchers diet, calories counting diets, 60gram carb's a day diet, south beach diet and understanding the theory of both nutritionist Youssif al KHuder and wejdan (at al awadi clinic) diets and Having biochemistry courses, I came out with this conclusion that impressed my teacher and she gave me an A right away for it.

_If you are a doctor this might be silly for you but well I am an undergraduate student at Kuwait university and they finally got to appreciate something else than examining us._

But first let me explain some biochemical reactions that occur on our bodies. In every human body all food that is digested is turned to glucose.. When you eat carbohydrates it is digested into glucose, when you eat protein it is digested to glucose as well but when you eat fats it will be consumed to give you energy which is sugars and stored in your body. To make a long story short the main food for the brain "which will be the director for every reaction in your body" is glucose.

Our bodies will digest all foods to glucose easily but with difference in time and this what gives you energy when you eat, carb's will take the shortest time to be converted to sugars to feed the brain while proteins and fats will take from 2-4 hours to give your brain some food (sugars).

In Atkins diet is a high protein high fat diet, its goes on studied phases and really good but the only problem with Atkins diet is when you finish the 6 month plane, when having a high protein fat diet you will force your body to undergo lypolises which is a biochemical reaction that happened in your liver to turn the body fat into glucose to feed the brain. This is a good thing you will lose the accumulated body fat and turn it into the energy source for your body. but in this reaction too many ketone bodies will be produced by which they are very highly dangerous and have harmful effects on the human health, the only way to get rid of them is by urine because it’s the only was you can lose these ketone bodies but when your body goes into lypolises it will produce high number of these ketone bodies which my be not easily to some people to get rid of them.

Atkins might help you lose the high blood pressure, high cholesterol, or high uric acid but all there will be gone with less sugars and starchy carb's into your body.

From all diets nutritionist are going back to the 60gram carb a day diet...it includes an intake of fruits ,lots of vegetable and once a day intake of carbohydrates and high intake of water more than 8 cups a day and at least 30 minutes walk a day 5 times a week.

You might be thin or skinny or fit but you might not be healthy.


Stay healthy , sorry for the long post I tried to do it short as much as I could, if you have any questions I would love to give you the information.
If you don't trust what I am saying please don’t hesitate and I will happily inform you with the resources.

Its all in Your Eyes

By Adriano Mestroni (children, leh -wet hair)

Come back to me with those beautiful eyes, come close let me see your hidden worries behind them, No don't hide don't run away I am here to dry those tears and to splash you worries apart. Don't worry about me I am old enough to handle your worries you are the sun shine of my life I am here to bless your heart to help your smile to show and bright up your life, my little lovely baby you are all that I wished for in this world ..

keep on smiling keep on running between the flowers; spread the love that you are made from,grow and bloom let the whole world see how pretty you are, run to me come to me when you need a shoulder to lean on when you need love when you need warmth into your bones I am here for you I am here to make you feel better no dear no baby love don't worry about me I am here to make you happy and don't worry your worries you will never make me feel bad I will always be happy because you are around, come close let me look into those lovely eyes let me kiss them and hug you tightly, come jump on my lap sqeeze your self in my arms , you are the beauty of this world.


baby you need a hair wash come on its shower time :)

Ladies of the blog O sphere

White tees and jeans
Ladies Ladies Ladies Don (the kuwait chopper dude) been crazy about those girls in white tees and jeans ...
So How about we all dress up with these combinations and make him go crazy?
hehehe wanasa..
i will start from tomorrow lets do it gurls lets lets lets..

Although my mom will give me a very good speach about women being dressed bs maykhalef lets do it what do you think gulz?

and then how about gathering in a certain place on the weekend i will tell you later oo enyaneenaah
khal enyanenaah
walla el wed wedy enroo7lah al dawam :P
oo ily bara al kuwait send your pics in those sets :P
Hehe eshraykoum
Who is with me???

OKaaaaaaaaay

You've been missed

Mokanik Khathar num num master :)

Work baby Work work work

My piece of art the beauty of being boared and stucked with tons to finish.

Tell Me Your Opinion

love

In Kuwait University its very common to recieve love notes or or gifts on yor car from a secret admirer .

But on my lovley car i never recieved those things , i\ve always recieved something more valuable i always get hijab tapes from unknows which i really can't get it!

Even with co-workers or lets say class mates its normal if you get a flower from one on valentine..But being me the scary miss piggy i have none but beautiful words from this Handsome, sweet and Gay Class mate which we are more like brothers the whole group is, i even give him names some times...He always and always tell girls why dont you do your hair like nooni or why dont you wear i dunno what like nooni..ALTHOUGH I dont really look good for school :) ,and today i got a note from his gay friend telling me tara he is straight ..This dude is talking in a very stange way these days ,,when ever i call him flan he replies "yes baba" "ee Baba" "la baba " "agoolich baba entay weenich ams" "baba shal 7alat al youm" "Baba nooni eshloan kan emte7anich" "baba sheftay Dr.flan" "baba khala9taw?" "nooni baba eshloan hal mada"...etc

In a song for Ray Charlles named "Hallaluja i love her so" there is a part when he say : in the evening when the sun go down she kisses me and hold me tight and tell me daddy everything will be alright. So he might be affected by Ray love life BUT
He is calling me that way every single time we talk which is like every day in my free time at school when the whole group gather and today my friend told me that he came to her and told her that he have a crush on me hehe maynooon i noticed that i am the only one from the girls being called that way from Mr.Macho man ...?!?! why for god sake he is being my baba hehe crazy.. What do you think? why is he baba me? why is he not gay ? :) we've together for 3 years now and every single year he was gay more than the year befor and even when he talk he is very not straight
i want him back gay oooooh i really can't understand what do you get out of this ppl?

The N-Power Vs/ Hidden Thoughts

The Lion Man By Boris Vallejo.

In that humid night every thing was quite and the trees around her stayed without any move, the night arrived with its humid sphere, it was a sweaty night. She was waiting, laying her back on their tree; the tree that grew with them and bloomed with her flowers.
Stars glowed in the sky's reflected the beauty of her eyes and sheered her loose linen dress. Her skin couldn't handle the heat, her cheeks blushed red and her body is got wet.

In that quite night she hears his breath coming closer to her . His breath was so loud it covered his fast foot steps toward her. It was very dark around her she couldn't figure where he was coming from, he came to her like an aggressive running lion who just found his prey and dont want to lose it . She couldn't see him coming but she felt the heat of his body drying the sweat on her skin. He squeezed her into his arms hugging her so tight as if he was trying to prevent her from running away. She was irresistible to him with the sweat drops on her skin .He made her feel that a killing lion is about to tear her apart.

His hair was covering his face but yet she can see his wide opened eyes, His mouth was open and ready to flow the blood from her Vains. His face was so wet and dropping sweat, his beard was very rough like broken needles and his breath was like a burner close enough to burn her chest.

He didn't even greeted her once he arrived or gave her his special kiss he roughly tarred her light white dress of her chest uncovering the hidden beauty of her body . The lion the man was about to scratch her chest and pull her heart out of her cage when she felt his breath burning her skin when a soft feather instead slids on her chest. His lips were so soft and barely touched her skin, with his feathery lips removed all the liquid drops on her skin and the soft baby who was hidden in that lion came back into her heart.

He spread his softness all over her body, with the power of his love she felt his hugs like causy clouds appreciating every fraction of her femininity. This lion man bloomed her flowers and mist her blushed petals with the tender person inside of him which she adore the most.

imagine your self being in front of a lion who is about to bleed you and cut your clothes off your body and enjoys your hidden beauty like soft feathers touching your skin ..Getting out all the femininity in you and the lion turn out to be the softness person on earth!
This is the lion who is sweetest thing ever.

hmmm i wonder whos feet are these? :P

This is made specially for the new mo7ajabat generation in kuwait so they can post their paused pictures with full makeup and without hejab and show it out in public or els! what do you think?? i would put ziggy IN THE BAG and walk with him :Pinstead

another OKAAAAAAAAAY!

Piece of art #3

This might look ...very Dare and sexy
but people forget about all these things and look the painting it self
its very well done , very detailed very amazing..very very beautiful painting ,dont you agrat ee?

The painting is by Boris Vallejo.
Check his bio. on www.imaginistix.com/borisbio.cfm

Okaaaaaaaay !!

SAVE ME PLEASE!

www.savetoby.com
this is another clever purgi way investment :) mo 9a7?

antiseptic liesh za3lan?

He is back playing with my ears

Thank you every one for helping me out with Zeez bin beez (ziggy marley) he is back healthy and naughty... After a sleepless night yesterday he is healthy again today at 6 amthe botton was out...i gave him yesterday mandarine instead of his food ..and it worked but he scared me at night he started to make some little voiceses so we slept in the same room and here we go he is sound and naughty... My ZEEZ al mutakhalef is back.

Do you know any good veternian in kuwait? Mr.Ziggy AlMutakhalef bela3 Zraar!!! :(

aaaaa7 :( poor walla ga6e3at galby

Is this for real???

Grafika!!

Special special dedication to bo maryoum
check check this web site im sure you are going to love it :) :) :) :)
eyenen
http://www.4canvas.com/
and www.marjaleena.com

Enjoy.

Obsesseb with lips! Awch no?

By photographer Kate Martin.

He is back in town...spread all the love with your beloved enjoy every moment no matter the age differance Give them all the love you can give they need your heart and much as you do.. Thanks to the photographer Emelia Troubridge from caya Coco in Cuba.

Its 6pm now and i hate million things to finish this weekend and yet im still sick in bed. I am still in bed from 6 am this morning scrolling and rolling , i feel so weak i even feel my fingers are so weak to type..i tried to wake up and move a little with ziggy i couldnt do a thing. Liesh ya rabey i have to finish my friends thingi and i have to study and i have to go to the lab and finish some of myresearch :"""( The only day that i have no classes every thing goes bil ma3koos :"""( i hate being power less and sick...

Save Garooh Island

Dearest Kuwaiti bloggers:
have you every heard about what is happening to garroh our tresure island?
did you ever asked why its very important?
did you ever wondered if this island gone with the tide what will happened to us?

Bloggers garoh is being covered by waves till half of the island, this island is the only island that draws our 7dood and its has plenty of oil in it, also it has plenty of great marine life and coral reefs, people this island is about to disappear because of many reasons which are assumptions till now and the main reason is man made pollution but killing corrals and breaking them ,another reason is those officers on the island who are afraid from the high wave so they built a wall facing the wave which cause high wave action and death of corrals. Corrals are the main thing for sand to build the island and prevent it from disappearing ; this is a balanced cycle corrals die on their own and turn into sand then mud and the waves moves the mud to the shore which dries with the actions of hi and low tide and will accumulate on the shore and increase the size of the island but when the officers built the wall the wave action became stronger to break the wall and instead of serving sand to the land it started to take sand from the land and the area is being decreased.
I Wish one of those laboosh governors support Kuwait university marine professors to save the country, No body is supporting researchers to research about garroh. If this island is gone our sea will decrease and our oil will decrease and our nature marine life that we are proud of will be gone with the wind people Do you know that in Canada they have fishery governor!!! Do you know that garroh is rich with variety of fishes and corrals.

Ziggy Boy my Little Angel

Ziggy boy my little angle
i know you might say oh no not him again
People this is a request
Q8CG this is for you girl.

ok now this is ziggy boy you all know him by now, ziggy is a new born golden blue macaw he weight 2kilo grams if more by now and he is big to a bird his body is about 30-40cm long and his tail is double his body size.

I got this bird as an early birthday gift from my great brother and as a complimentary for the yellow tropical green room he just built :) but the main thing was me because I've always asked my mother to allow me to have a pet any kind of pet.
before Ziggy Marley i used to have Karlos which i talked about on my early posts he passed away and also him was a gift from my brother.

Anyhow my stories with pets will never end , so when i first saw Ziggy i was scared to death i couldn't enter the Green room i was extremely scared imagine after i had that little African new born parrot i am having a HUGE one with a big stronger beak i was scared. From that moment i instantly remembered ziggy marley and started to sing his song specially the shark tail one (don't worry) so i didn't worry and started to get closer to ziggy , he wasn't showing any reaction not aggressive or friendly he stood on his stage looking at me which scared me more.

after a week from training him we became very close to each other he started to trust me and sit on my shoulder while i do my work.. i stopped going to the gym and cancelled all my tennis classes to spend more time with ziggy. Believe me when i say he is not just a bird he is different than all birds even the ones from his kind and species.

It took me around a month to cool him down and have almost a good control on him.
Ziggy is a very stubborn and hard headed and extremely moody , you can't tell him what to do he have to do it by him self.

I knew i had the control on him when one day i was sitting in the living room and i was really tired from having him on my shoulder so i left him on the couch after a while i went to my room to get something then i heard my brother calling me (come quick come quick) i ran to him to see that ziggy was climbing the couch and walking to find me i didn't believe it at first because to me it was no way to have a bird that walks following me. So i did it again and really he follows me. He follows me no matter where i am if i am in the kitchen he climb all the way down from his stage to the chair i am on around the table , even when i go to him i don't have to bend to carry him i just stand next to him and he would climb my legs all the way to my shoulders.

One day we had visitors and of course they were scared from him so he walked to me i was in the guest room once i stood to carry him he climbed my leg and stayed hanging on my hip, every time i tell him to go up to my shoulder he tell me (la'a) :) this is his first word la2 :) :)
so i walked him to his cage while he was on my hip :) crazy zeez

I stay more than 6 hours at school and i come home around 4 to 7 and i don't have lunch with my family during weekdays , the day before yesterday i came for lunch :) and i was telling my family about my day its always on lunch and they hate me for it :) anyways while i was so excited telling them one story my brother looked behind him wella ziggy wagef 3end bab al ma6bakh he was looking around before coming in, i was sitting at the far end on the table he didnt go close to any one around the table he simply went around them until he reached me and climbed my chair and settled behind me :)

He loved to peel radish he don't eat it but he peels it in the right shape . He is big time eb6eeney he loved to chew on anything but his favorite food are fruits and red chilies and toast,,but now a days he is in love with chocolates!! i wonder if he is reading my blog :P

there are two thing that when ever he eats them (yenashe3 oo yekhader) and the black pupile of his blue eyes faded away oo yedookh are chocolate and al 7ab al bunny i don't know what is called i hate 7ab. He peels it and throw it away :) and this was the first time for me to eat 7ab... When ever i want 7ab i give him and he peels it for me and i eat it :)

When there is no body at home i leave the radio on for him if he is not talking a walk around the house or with the maids :) , once i noticed that the only music that makes him go calm and he listens with his eyes closed are techno and jamaila.

Sometimes when i am really tired to take him to his place i take my nap while he is on the couch. Once i lay down he stands on any higher curve of my body if it was a knee or shoulder or hip or even a toe..but now a days because i've been busy from being with him he stands on my arm and tickle me ear and hair and makes me sleep..The good thing about him being on my arm when i take a nape is that he really make me take a nap and not sleep for a long time exactly 30 min and he starts waking me up by giving me kisses.

Ziggy loves being kissed and hugged a lot, one day in the early morning he was calling with his very loud voice and shouting calling me i went downstairs full of anger i was about to kill him:) but when i reached him he closed his eyes and gave me a kiss :) maynoon and instead of killing him i stayed awake playing with his and grooming his feathers until noon :)

If i ever come home and didnt great him and said salam to him he shouts until i go down and say it to him ...Oh yeah another thing when i am talking to others he gets really very jealous so he rubs his head on my cheek and play with my ear and hair and neck and if i dont give him any attention he comes down on my chest and start to turn his bogy around :)

al dala3 3endah la yo9af ya3ney yetdala3 walla ga6wa yagleb roo7a oo eyda3es rasah eb kel fat7a o yel7asney ..that day kind ga3da oo ohwa 3ala 7athney yetgalab yabe dala3 o ana 7agretah maskeen min kithir ma tegalab lool 6a7 min al qanafa o il moshkela ma wagaf '6al yetgalab 3ala al arth :) ...

te3abt oo ana a6ba3 :) and i dont remember more now...
when i remember more i will tell you about it :*

few days i showed you what i believe the power of love painting but now i am showing you this which is the power of nature :) this is algae people this is algae on kuwait shores what do u think? piece of art no?

KHer Kashkha al kuwait ...hatha ma'6har min ma'6aher al jamal on kuwait beaches :)

i am hungry its 10 am and my stomach is doing noises i am very very very vewy hungry i had the breakfast he gave me at 7:30 which was 4 slices of cucomber with small table spoon labna with apple jiuce now i am very hungry ..i dont know what part of me telling him i love breakfast he couldnt understand specially that i was on atkins diet for the past 6 months in Atkins breakfasts are very important and heavy too. I have to admit that when i first started doing atkins i felt mafjoo3a because you eat more than 3 kind of cheeses a day and more than 2 tyoes of protien intakes a day which i wasnt used to it i am a chocoholic (3ala goolat bo maryoom) when ever i am hungry i eat chocolate only . but thank god i learned how to stay away from chocolates and lose some wieght but now i eat chocolate and i am hating it i want real food i want eegs i want tuna i want smoked salmon with cream chives cheese i want olives with 3 melted cheeses i want sausages i want salami i want green olives ..i want sea wead salad with sashimi i want chicken bread i want i want real food i dont want salads no more i cant handle any more greens i dont know how i am going to continue with my research on algae while i wish i can eat them .... i want protien :( :( i want my muscles back this doc stopped me from going to the gym until he stabilize my metaboiZM :( i want to hit some yellow balls i want to throw my racket every time i miss a hit i want to make the balls fly to the sea :( i hate this diet

sunrise sunrise looks like morning in your eyes with the clock is..sunrise sunrise..does the afternoons come along and i say hoo hooh hooo ooo do you suprise suprise couldnt find it in your eyes but i am sure its written all on my face .suprice there is something i can't hide then i say hooo ooo do you ? now the night throw its cover down on me again and if i am right its the only way to bring me back to you ...to you ... norah i love you :*

OK i am on this starvation diet that i am not losing much wieght on ! i dont know why this doctor can't believe me when i tell him i never lose wieght with chocolate and juices in the diet.. He the silly guy started to bet that i will lose wieght while having half a bar and 2 cups of juices a day ..so today was the meeting and i only lost 1 kilo not 2 as i said befor mezan beetna chathab, so he wasnt happy and i was still very hungry ..He changed the diet to a very hunger munger one and only from reading what he gave me i am ungry already i will have nothing els that a salad for dinner and one egg for luch with salad :( i am hungry and green tea in the evenings... so now i decided to play around with his diet a little i will take the chocolates off since i've been used to be away from chocolate for more than 3 years now and i will remove the juices and i will stay with his salads (i hate salads) so we''ll see this time how this diet will work ,, with him every body is losing like about 3-5 kilos a week and i am starving and they are not ..i believe because i am not taking the recommended pills ..so anyhow i am back to my Nikken Bottle for more water intake a day as what Dr. atkins recomemnded alla yarzegah al janna and i did this cover to my bottle which i can't understand why kuwaiti are really having fun making fun of my MAMEYA :P ... every body is telling me (ha ma3a al rath3a ) i am like he he :.> :)


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My other face is about to be uncovered, I am insecure I am sad, my tears are plugging my vision, my throat is sour
I feel insecure
Things around me are changing, my friends changed my family changed the whole world around me is changing and yet I am not cool with the changes I can't accept the fact that one day I am not going to see you when we used to meet for breakfasts I can't imagine how I am going to wake up in the morning without your greeting I don’t know how I am going to smile without you teasing me nor tickling me all over and making fun of the way I laugh
I can't imagine you are about to leave me right here with no one to call a friend
I can't believe when I will take my first steps into the real world you will not be there to advice me
Still things are not clear to me
Are you really leaving? How could you? How could you even think about it ? Who is going to punch you every time you need a hug? Who is going to throw you with a pillow every time you flirt? Who is going to play with your hair before you go sleep?
Tell me
How could you think of going and leaving me here all alone!?
please dont leave home

Blossom this is crochet too

chocolate fountain is a must in every HOUSE

Have you ever heared about these transperant screans??? Cool no ? very nice dont you think?

Like a FOOL

Like a flower waiting to bloom..
Like a light bulb in a dark room..

I am just sitting here waiting for you to comeon home and turn me on...

Like the desert waiting for the rain..
Like a school kid waiting for the spring..

Im just sitting here waiting for you to comeon home and turn me on ..

My poor heart its been so dark ..
since you've been gone..

After all you are the one who truns me off..
Your the only one who can turn me back on..
My glass is waiting for some fresh ice cubes..

Im just sitting here waiting for you comon home and turn me on.