Sunday, July 31, 2005

i feel like talking and im not sleepy!


Did you ever meet someone in a gas station or an embassy or in the airplane while stretching your legs in the back of the plane and couldn't take him/her out of your mind after 2 years?

Honestly I did, I met that guy at the UK embassy not the last summer but the summer before it, so its 2 years now�
On that specific day nothing was going right with me, I forgot my pictures and I was afraid to lose my turn in that long lane but I had no choice, I had to go get some pictures and the only opened place at that time in the early morning was 20minutes away, Anyhow I took the pictures and went back to the embassy, unfortunatly I lost my turn and I had to take another number and wait in a longer lane.

He was right next to me waiting for his turn; actually he was a number ahead of me and there was old couple after me in the lane that brought their two maids to translate and write. Those couples had like 11 applications to fill and their maids were hardly trying to read�to make a long story short they asked me and him for help so I was with the old lady taking her information and he was with the maids, it seems the father knows nothing about his family. So this is how the conversation started, we kept talking until his turn came but he was so gentle that he gave me his turn, when I finished he was still waiting outside to ask if things went well with me so I told him that I had to come the next morning, he wished me luck and introduced his name and i left.

The next morning I went and finished those papers and while I was leaving the place there he was with his big afro hair and his chocolate skin, waving meters away asking me to wait... He came with this big smile on his face and said "Wow what a coincidence" I smiled back because I didn�t believe it was a coincidence. We left the building together and he didn�t stop talking and he was parking right next to my car. When I reached my car he ran to open my door for me and here things started to feel weird to me� and there he started nagging to buy me a cup of coffee then to take his e-mail and his phone number and since I am nooni I didn�t wanted to, it's just not my style and to be honest I thought he was drunk. So we said goodbye and he gave me his number which I pretended that I memorized it.

Two weeks after we met again but this time it was in the air. I went to the back of the air plane to stretch my legs and guess who was stretching his legs too? Him! I couldn't recognize him, I've totally forgot about him and his afro hair wasn�t there. He said hi and I couldn�t even notice his voice but I noticed the scar on his check and ding! it was him MF dude was with me on the same plane and he was actually waiting for me to go to the back LOL _ya akhy eshdarak_ and he was the passenger sitting on my right LOL and I didn�t notice, he arrived to his destination and I had to change flights� and the story ends.

I went to my destination and spend my vacation and met new friends�etc after 5 months I'm back in Kuwait and after another 2 weeks there we go we met again but this time in school, he was there to apply to masters ( I don�t believe him ) and he asked for my number again ..Still I didn�t do it.
From that day till today I know nothing about him and never saw him, what happened to him? Is he on drugs? I wish I can see him again without even saying hi.
Isnt this weird people?

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Zummer Time Beoble




Okish mokish People o people :) its Zummer time
finally no more exams and no more jobs and no more nothing
WANASA ,party time...

OKAY!

Mission Numver 1:

weapon's:
- The 2 useless pillows on my bed
- My fav. team cap
- Water proof eyeliner
- Corset
- my brother's jeans and t-shirt
- Ziggy Boy
- Shaded car my car LOL

Plan:

get dressed in that jeans and tees of my bro's and put those pillows as an extra belly and cover them with a corset , pull my hair back and wear that car matching cap.
oh yes and with the eyeliner moustache and saksooka will be made LOL
and ziggy boy on my shoulder

Target:
Every place in Kuwait with friends in their car behind me.

Maynoona!:
Meet me after the mission LOL

:) c ya people
enjoy your summer.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Get Some Sleep!



Lately I've been staying up all night until morning prayers. To be honest I am really happy about it because I've never got to stay awake for that long in my life. I've always been the first person to fall asleep in my family.

This made me think : sleeping is a big waste of time!, imagine if we don't need to sleep and never feel sleepy ,oh wanasa!, I would be active all day and never miss an early class or wish upon a star which I tried a lot to find one on those sleep less nights. Imagine with me you can stay awake for three days and then on the third day you get some sleep lets say 3 hours then you go on and on and on...

Well it might not be good at a certain level if everyone is awake around the world it will be Las Vegas out there _cool_ and we will be wasting lots of electricity! (Ok I'm lying here) Ok so some negativity here because after those wishing upon a star nights today when I woke up heading the shower instead of getting out of bed and walking to the shower, I headed to the hospital LOL yeah I fainted out of my 1 meter or so height bed and hurt my neck! I know it's not that high to cause any injuries but because I did few gymnastic moves meanwhile I faint LOL...I'm ok now but no more sleepless night :(

The funny part is that I had a dream of a macaw in our neighbour's house it was grabbing my finger so tight and wouldn't leave me , mean while we were trying to get him off my hand there was those little insects that were all around me ..Those insects akeleen lo7om il bashar and all the time in the dream I feel them on my thighs LOL and when I finally got to take the bird off me (3eshtaw) 4 penguins as an army came to eat those bugs hehehe...!



So people get some sleep, sleeping is very healthy ;)

Special song not released yet :
Koala bear koala bear
touch me if you dare
I will bight your finger and pull your hair
because I'm the lovely koala bear.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

What do you think?



Today's songs (special dedication too):
Mazaj Rashed ('3eer il nas)
Mazaj a7la (wa2el jassar) 3ajeeeba!

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Hate me!

Did you ever went through a phase where you can't understand your self or feel sorry for your self?
well in my case if you are not intrested in reading this whole post is about (i hate me) yes i do hate my self , im going through this lag phase in my life _this is a term used in science for organisms when death= new borns_ but i use it when no growth and changes occure (kefi!).
Yes here you go il na7asa , i can't feel anything not even time when it passes by me i can spend hours without feeling they were hours not few minutes, i can be doing something and when they ask me about the time i would say it 2 hours back when its actually passed 2 hours and going to the thrid i can simply forget dates and be late on them .
Going to school im in no rush or care, i miss my class while im sitting in the car lisnting to my favorite song or reading yesterdays lecture 3aady! and yet i dont feel anything about it.
People talk to me and tell me to do this and that and 10 min. later as if they didnt say a word i dont remember a thing of our conversasion and i dont keep notes but i remember when im heading the place they asked me for things from. Im not losing any wieght not gaining any, i dont care about my look and i dont take care about my health which i used to do, i feel im not acheiving anything for the past 2 weeks and i didnt do anything about it yet.

I wake up in the morning in peace turn my car on sport and turn the engine to an airplane on kuwait roads with the radio bass high and yet i dont care (i hate me ), my teacher calls me to talk to me because she is worried im being careless and moody i simply reply back with what i think of without and fear or remembering she is my teacher.

Im doing things NOT MY WAY, even my hand writing is not mine i dont know it, im being curled back (hunched) and i dont feel like saying a word to anyone my mouth i shutt and my voice is hidden only for urgent situations, even my voice is changing its getting thicker and lower volumed.

I never have had the same hair color for so long and i dont care about changing it, i go to school without even saying hi to my friends,girls wave from meters away and i simply wave back and go to class without even waiting for them.Im not calling or checking on any of my friends they are doing it even the ones that i know they need me (how bad).

Im always zoned and my arabic and english sucks and even my mother toung kuwaiti whatever doesnt make any sence no more .. i can't say one sentince without badleyator grammer mestakes and always two or more languages are mixed together, even my french and spanish are gone with the wind no use at all.

Im not saticfied with my sleep although im sleeping more hours than what i used to have and yet i sleep without moving an inch of my body i wake up in the same possition on the same side even the cover didnt changed.

I even can't watch TV its making no sence to me at all its just a little screen with pictures, and at the movie theatr im the only one laughing on that movie (madgashkar!)which i dont remember what i laughed on.

and here i am now complaining about my self while i have to go study for tomorrows exam and change what i hate about my self , i dont know who am i right now , i just met this person im talking about (me) like 2 weeks ago and i hate her alot
shelsalfa yuba!! madry.

Todays song (madry)

Thank you Vewy Mush
AL_Nooni...AL-Maynooni.

Friday, July 22, 2005

Sowalif Fa9la! #1

the Idea is Inspired by sheba!

This is built on a true story from the zewzew community of the Red Rocket Alpha Planet!
As in the RRA planet they go directly to the story without any introductions so concentrate to understand what iz za ztory about_na7eesa I know.

While she was running to cross the street she felt a hand grabed her arm
"Wait don�t leave" he screamed,
She turns her head around : "Oh are you ok?" she asks in a shock
"Dallia can we talk a little" Meshary replied
Dallia : OH Sir. Whats wronge!!!
Meshary: no no, no worries, I just missed you
Dallia: thank you Dr.Meshary ,you are too sweet, can I pass by your office within 2 hours please?
Meshary: this will be around 11 I have a meeting at 12:30
Dallia: ok then I will pass by some other time in your office hours ok! i have to go now Sir.
Meshary: Cant we go back in now and talk for a while?
Dallia: Im sorry sir but I have to run, Im late on my appointment
Meshary: OH! OH! OH! its just another girls meeting for coffee! you sit and chit chat about silly stuff , don�t you go to such places, its waste of time!
Dallia replies defensively: Oh no Dr. not me I have a job interview its in 45 min.
Meshary: why a job!? you should concentrate on your study and get good grades!
Dallia: this is what I should do sir (smilling) but I have to work
Meshary: no you don�t have to work! you have enough money to live luxuriously!!
Dallia: Yes sir i know i own a bank and we have oil in our garden! but Dr. I really should leave now
Meshary: but promise you pass by, my office hours are saturday and monday from 10-11 and 2-4, good luck in your interview, I will fax them now a recommendation letter.
Dallia: you know who is going to interview me !!!! Oh
anyways sorry I have to leave.. thank you Dr. Meshary I will pass by as soon as possible.
She Waves bye and leave.

While is is stirring her car ingine she sees his still standing in his place looking ar her..
"what is the thing he wants to talk about" she wonders, "Please god not another research i have alot to do, But why he stopped me in the middle of the street?!! he could've called me" wondering still...

sorry for the typos no time to check zem ;)
Theme song: Something to be by Rob thomas.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Kuwait Times

Is this what people do in kuwait ONLY!!!

(link)

Song of the Day:
Al7aL by Fadel Shaker.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

This Can be genetically inherited :)


Just Smile For me and i will be safe and secure.
I Love You.

Specialy Dedication: The nearness of You by Norah Jones. Enjoy.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Until then...



ok now i have no stress or no worries im happy very happy my mother is back and got the best thing on earth with her (my sister) and to be honest i dont remember what i was feeling bad about and i dont care about what made me quit blogging and hey i have to mention that those heart breaking words that i got from you all bloggers made me stay (loves guys) so Until we meet again
Adios! Special Dedication ..i wish i know how to attach it but ma a3aref ..
so the song is What am i to you by Norah jones.


What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Fast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so

If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you

Yeah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never wanna part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin' true
What am I to you

Friday, July 08, 2005

Love You All.



Thank you All
Time chosed me to change and give my back to where i was heading.
May God bless you all, it was a pleasure.
i might be back one day who knows but till then...
I Love you Guys and i mean it.

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

khala9

I reached my End
and i remembered what i was missing
May god bless you all
The end .

Monday, July 04, 2005

Hipster or Low waist !!

In this class I'm taking this summer course I never make it to be in class at 8 sharp I'm always there around 8:02 or 5 min. pass 8 am, even if I reach school at 7:30 LOL. Being late means entering the class room from the back door and sit in the back of the class so I wouldn't interrupt my delicate teacher and our curious students whom checking on every move I make and counting my steps. And being in the back of the class mean sitting on the males table and enjoying the lecture with student behinds in front of my face.


Thanks to the new hip with hipster and low waist trousers for giving me the vision for view creative underwear this is excluding the butts that I start my day seeing them...

But from all those underwear's and undershirts...I think most of Kuwaiti women and men need this kit. For god sake why they all have (9erwal mashgoog)?? Why why? Well it's sexy in a way and yet annoying I prefer to see that line (hairy behinds and lower backs) on tore underwear.

Thank god we have those cheap markets where they sell those underwear's for 500 fils for a pack of 6...so throw your old one and get 6 new ones for a price cheaper than the gas you use for your car. LOL

What is funny about it that you see a very trendy women or a very clean gentleman sitting in front of you and their underwear is ugly and mashgoog, to be honest I can't stop laughing when I see such a thing; they spend that much time taking care of their clothes and makeup and perfume and couldn't change their underwear YUCK I can't imagine how dirty their toes look..
So I started to check toes too and guess what I noticed dirty toes and yes I mean dirty _not ugly_ but dirty filthy with long nails (I don't know why) they have tore underwear :) LOL...Oh yea I'm seeing lots of underwear these days ;)...So they should either cover their behinds when they sit or wear clean underwear and a neat one.

Have a good day people without 9araweel mashgooga : P


Saturday, July 02, 2005

Happy Birth Happy Day.



This is a day that im really thank full to the women who brought sunshine on earth..

A women who made us bloggers enjoy every single word..
She brought a blogger to us who blessed our hearts with beautiful stories he writes..
He took my breath with every story
and waved my emotions with every word..
Inspired my Heart and blessed my sole ..
A blogger who made me clean the dust from my papers and take out my pen and draw..
Well words wont help me express .. Specially this time in my deepest trideness and stress over the Cub's Club.. But yet i made it :)

Thank you For being such a great writer and a wonderful blogger.
I wish you many many many more
Kuwait Chopper Dude, The Don Happy Birthday

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