EmotionaL;
A Shoulder to cry on this is all i am asking for...
My whole wold is turning round and round,
i've been carrying all those emotions inside of me and blocking all these tears from pumping out of my eyes .. i dont want her to see me weak i dont want them to see me sad.. i cant make them feel any sadness that is discomforting me, i had an animey friend and with her she made me lose all my (supposed to be )friends, i can't smile , i cant laugh i cannot trust any girl around me.
I lost my intrest in the world and all i want to do is help other people and save this nature, its imposible i know its not a one man thing but it starts with a step.
i found joy with nature and animals they brought happines to my face.
i miss having bunch of girls calling every single moment of the day ,
i miss running from place to place to catch this and that..
Mom im not happy and i cannot tell u that,, sister and brothers this is what i am hiding from all of you.
may god bless you all :)
Thank you god for making me strong enough to handle all that and please dont let me get any weaker my family dont need to suffer my pain.
posted by Nooni at 12:51 AM
18 Comments:
Nooni you are strong, and always remember this is a harsh world we live in. but we are here, and we learn and we see..
MA 3ash elle ekhaleech torn up yoba (ur unky mood).
I know what you mean about the "not telling the family" part.
I am sure i am speaking for all the readers of your blog when i say we are here to listen and help.
Have a good night and may all the happiness in the world comes to ur big heart.
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I hope you find yourself a shoulder to cry on, and freinds who make you laugh..
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I agree with F...
6al3ay illy eb galbich, & we are here for you... express your feelings & i'm sure that'll make you feel better :)
We, the readers of your blog, all wish the best for you and we are here for you at all times! Through sickness and in health! Through thick and thin! Ups and downs!
Everyone should have a friend or two, male or female, to run to and express thier feelings and emotions and that friend will always try to make you better!
I have to admit I have a very select few I will go to if something is wrong and actually one of those friends I met online! That friend, who I have never met in person, helps me out when I need it!
What I'm trying to get to is that whenever you can't reach that person you wanna confide in then you can have all of us or choose someone specific to confide in! I know when someone tells me to keep something to myself I always do!
Keep your hopes up and yes you are a strong person so don't let anyone tell you otherwise!
Miss Nooni
Wainich il3adda reply 7ar ib 7ar!
F: THank you F you don't know how your words blessed my heart when i woke up this morning ..i dunno what to say thank u seems eshwaya (hug)
Mebo (Mobtade2): wallah you too when i read is in the morning i felt peace upon my soul and flowers dangling from my skies, but the thing is i never cried on anyones shoulder hmm or maybe once on my friend's shoulder but they were happines tears. :) and sorry i couldnt reply right away today was a moody hectic day :)
Shorouq my dear thank you my dear i really hope so friends seem to be a dream these days
Bo_ghazi: inta kafy bs i read your name :) every time i read it i remember your ray charles picture and wera a big smile on my face :) .. and yeah this is the only way i express my feelings with writing (thats why no one is allowed to go through any book or paper in my room ;) )
The Stallion:
Thank you dear im honered by having you around ready to support me in all moody days ,and thats true we need a friend but in my case i chosed my pet as a best friend then my family,unfortunatly i couldnt trust any one.
inshalla i will keep my hopes :) and im strong ;)
thank you stallion i feel 100% better as if nothing happened (hugz)
I remember when I used to confide in my pets but those were the days that I spent in the US! I miss those days!
I'm glad you are feeling better but at the same time I'm a little envyous that you have pets! ;P
As for trusting people, I agree with you that it's hard to trust people but sooner or later you will have to! Only you will know when that time comes and that's when you begin to select the few you would prefer to confide in!
Take your time hun and don't rush in figuring things out! Patience is a virtue and I know you have a lot of patience! Why you ask? Well cause I too like to make other people happy even though I'm in a good or bad mood and I know how time consuming and sometimes exauhsting it could get!
Allah ya36eech al3afya!
nooni 7abebty your post reminded me eb`3neyat 3abdel Kareem " fe 3yoon albashar atha7ak wasolif wala ka'ana feeni shay...wana almajroo7" this is how I feel about my life too sweetie...I smile and laugh but deep inside I'm in pain...this pain led me to depression and I went through a very difficult time in my life...bas tadreen ya nooni...it's ok to cry...it's ok to share your pain and heartache...believe me you�ll feel much better...o 7abebty if you need to talk, consider me your online friend...and I know how you can seek happiness with your pets too...I talk to my cat as if he is a human...most of my friends think I'm crazy bas sa3at animals are more compassionate than human beings! :)
nooni;
Joinn me and I will teach you how to express your feelings (3almai roo7ech awwal) :p
If you could cry go to the beach and cry as much as you could that might make you feel better.
ya3ni ma ra7 itsheeleen idam3a!?
yala 3 days already..
;)
The stallion: Thank you dear for your great support inshalla i will have all the patience in the world ;0) and hey dont envy me for having pets ..come along and enjoy them ;) get ur self a pet they are the most wonderful thing on earth.
Shopaholic Q8eya:i shall hope so dear thank you (hug)
Jelly belly sugar honey : etyaneen thank you my dearest jelly yummy :) sure i will,, well yeah you should see me talk to ziggy they make fun of me :) hope ur cat dont eat my bird :P
(HUGZ)
Yaryoor: Thank you my dear, thank god i have supporting family they felt i needed happines and joy which they filled me with right away without me saying a thing :)
True Faith: if i ever went to the beach to cry i would come home wet .. i'll simply dip my self in the water and never go out (u know ba66a ;p)
MEEEBBBOOO mobtade2: embala il dam3a 9arat tha7ka walow :D
I hope you feel better now. you've got your blog and us to cry on ;)
Flamigoliya my dear thank you very much thank you .. i feel much better now :) flying to the moon dear :) thankz
I would get a pet but a member of my family is allergic to pet hairs so it's hard and another member is religious and won't let a pet into the house! :P I guess I would have to wait to get one but inshallah I will!
the stallion i hope you do so ... by the way i am allergic to pets and mom get irritated from them and my aunts are religious :) and yet i got one ;) that wont make anyone say a word. (macaw) and im still allergic ;)
:-P
I was talking about getting a dog or 2! When I was in the states I lived with 4 dogs a snake and a guinea pig!
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